Greetings everyone,

I'm such a terrible person sometimes... I don't know why people put up with me... Well, I guess I owe everyone here a story of what's been happening to me the past year (it's been that long, hasn't it?).

If you all remember last time, I got offered to work full time again from the job that I regrettably voluntary redundant myself from and been SUPER busy ever since (still am). I also managed to move out from my Godmother's place as I was at the time staying with her because I didn't have any other place to go and she seemed to be the only person I know living out in Western Sydney. All was well until I got to know the 'real' godmother of mine.... She always seemed to be struggling with finances despite having a house of her own (Long story short: Her previous de-facto relationship didn't go too well and she ended up declaring bankruptcy) so it was more of me helping her out when it was supposedly meant to be vice-versa :S

I somehow managed to move out of there but was having a hard time commuting to work everyday as I moved to Wollongong, which is like 2 1/2 hours train ride South East from work, ONE WAY, meaning I almost spent 6 hours commuting everyday *ouch* Luckily, it was temporary only and managed to move into the heart of the city in Sydney which was only a very convenient 25-minute train ride to work (woo!) I'm currently sharing a room with my sister.

Good things come to an end unfortunately as issued rose to the surface between my sister and the person she was seeing at the time which led to the extent of court of law stepping in. No longer feeling safe in Sydney, my sister has decided to make a move to Melbourne and so I need to move out soon after our lease that ends in April 4 lol (so much for that).

But yea, that's what I've been up to so far. I'm currently just working almost everyday and then just resting whenever I can...Not that I'm using this as an excuse but been under constant mental stress and struggle is the reason why you guys don't see me here at all.

I want to change that though. Lately, the stress has made me a bit depressed and exhausted from everything (work stress, tight with money, loneliness and missing my girlfriend back in NZ [Got to see her for a few days back had to go back for work...wasn't long enough]) and it's eating away at me bit by bit and everything I'm doing is not helping. I've taken up smoking, developed really bad insomnia (I have work in 5 1/2 hours and need to go to sleep LOL, not regretting it though as I type this journal out ^.^) I'm not careful with my money, etc etc. Right now, just want to not do anything anymore and just lay in bed.

Anyways, all this is going to change. I have been slowly getting back into drawing again as of lately. But as for now, I need to clear my mind by resetting my priorities and stabilise myself as I do regret having to much on my plate, so once again, deepest apologies to those who are STILL waiting on me for art-trades and commissions.

I just need some time.....

Coming soon, just wait for me please.

P.S. Thank you to everyone that has been giving me continuous support since day one (which was 7 1/2 seven years ago. Bloody hell!)